Promised myself to blog some pictures, so here are some with i came across at CHSNCCLAND’s blog. the good old days, our trip to Mt. Ophir. thinking back, i had lots of fun. those mosquito bites and some scratches were definitely worthwhile! pictures for 视觉享受。Ahh, i really miss school and my cca and everything!

Had a hard time uploading these pictures. It’s because im using an external ‘uploader’, called picasa. it hosts my photos. things could be done so much easier if i upload my pictures to wordpress! ok im super tired today, didnt take afternoon nap at all. mainly because mediacorp’s channel8/channelU got nice shows to watch on sunday afternoon!

ok firstly, i watched the 公主小妹 on channelU from 1pm to around 2.30pm. its the final episode of it, love this taiwan drama a lot! 张韶涵 is super pretty okay! and then 2.30pm i switched to channel8 to watch this super old, yet classic and epic movie by Jackie Chan. Its the 2nd part of 警察故事. i watched the first part last week too! and omg, its so freaking awesome, that i gave my afternoon nap a miss! basically this movie is about Jackie chan jumping around, fighting, doing all the incredible stunts and catching baddies. super nice drama. im sure it wasnt my first time watching it, but still, nice! and 4.30pm, i continued with channel8 for 乒乓圆. err, i dont really like the show, its super unrealistic, with all the CG effects. oh, 乒乓圆 was at last episode too, so i sat through and watched the whole thing. ok lar, frankly speaking, its.. quite okay. hahaha. so there goes my sunday afternoon!

at night, when AMK hub with my family. bought lots of things from the NTUC extra. i love shopping at such big supermarkets! and i realised that NTUC extra at AMK hub got this ‘international’ section, where it has all the international products, like taiwanese, american, australian, korean and japanese! omg, the japanese section is lovely. and i saw this packet instant-fried-rice at the japanese section. really feel like buying, but didnt. i really wonder, how did they manage to produce instant-fried-rice? instant noodles is commonly known to us, but definitely not instant-fried-rice right! oh we bought this durian puff outside NTUC extra, although the queue was super long! bought 6, and there’s still one left in the fridge, fattening but who cares!

ok, cant think of anymore things to blog. haha, i guess my momentum is more-or-less back. be here regularly to see my updates! and also, at least i’ve more things to read after few months when i read my old posts?

anyway i think i’m really into blogging. it’s like, i will think of what to post during comercial breaks while watching tv. or while bathing, eating or even lying on the bed, waiting for some dream-god or wadever to pull me into slumber land. hahahaha. actually i think blogging is a very good way for me to.. keep my memories? and i really enjoy reading my older posts. so i think i will continue blogging, and i wont mind if nobody reads this blog, since afterall, i blog for future-chekwei to read!

lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIXIN, 10 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND COUNTING! ! !

this is what i call ‘momentum’. when u lose it, u will find it hard to start blogging again. i shall start off with something light, a quiz perhaps.

01. Who was your last text from?
mervyn.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
wallpaper u mean? its ai otsuka. hahaha.

03. Your relationship status?
single, and it will always be in the near future.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
sounds really terrible!

05. What is your current mood?
calm, relax plus abit excited for college.

06. How many siblings do you have?
One older brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
chekhow. i’m chekwei btw.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
somewhere in the middle of the busy street of tokyo, enjoying the feeling of people brushing pass my shoulders during the rush hour.

09. Have a crazy side ?
nope, i dont joke. i’m hell serious.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
not me but some school girl. i nearly rode my bicycle and crushed her flat around yishun area. like wth, who will read while walking?

11. Something you do a lot.
watching dramas. no longer only japanese, i’ve moved on to korean, hongkong and soon taiwan. i wanna 称霸全亚洲. in english, i wanna dominate the whole of asia. =)

12.Angry at anyone now?
not really. just feel disappointed for the person’s actions.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
haha i’m not good enough for her.

14. When was the last time you cried?
quite recent. not really recent, but quite.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes, my parents. my life-long mission is to make them two happy.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
i sleep not because wheni’m tired, but its when i know it’s time to sleep.
i think sleeping is a waste of time. why not watch more dramas, surf more webs or disturb more people on facebook?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mum. told her that the wire at the braces there, was loose. and hell, dental clinic didnt open during weekends.

18. What is your favorite song?
jpop is the loved xoxo <3!

19. What are you doing right now?
chatting with clarence, facebooking, and blogging.

20. Who do you trust right now?
some of my really closed friends whom i share my woes with (you know who u are!)
and my mother.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
chs bookshop. im wearing chs pe teeshirt now.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
closest? i think is linkai. then zixin.

24. Describe your life in one word?
unpredictable.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
im sms-ing mervyn now, so im thinking of him? sounds gross, but yes.

26. What should you be doing right now?
nothing much, i’m enjoying every bit of tonight because my bro’s in chalet and now, i’ve got the whole room to myself!

27. What are you listening to?
Utada Hikaru – Prisoner of Love.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
cant remember. guys dont hug guys.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
i think is.. my mother?

30. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
i think so? but i think i dont like anybody now.

31. What is your natural hair color?
abit brown, abit.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
cant remember please.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
im a cheerful person.

34. What do you hear?
now i changed to Jay Chou’s music.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight.

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
no, lame.

37. Do you have a best friend?
haha yes.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
quite often. haha, and when i use it, i mean it.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
think so.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
知足常乐。

42. Are you currently jealous?
知足常乐 x2。

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
nope, i’m a guy and i’m straight. i kicked off that habit already.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
friday night, usually staying at home. but saturday night will most likely go out for dinner with family. love it!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
ya i’m a human being. i laugh i smile i joke i tear, just like anyone. but its almost unlikely for me to show my sad/unhappy side to my friends. family, yes, but not friends. i’ll always portray a happy side of me, thats me. it’s like, i dont want anybody to know that i’m unhappy. thats me, really.

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
i’m really sorry if i did.

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
yes, but its some not-so-closed-people in my life.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
touch wood. doctor, no. dentist, last week.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2.45am, i made improvement. felt abit giddy, so i went to bed earlier.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no no no, never.

50questions, not really little okay! i’m really sorry, but i forgot where i copy/paste this 50questions from! but still, thanks to whoever, who created this interesting quiz! spent like 30mins doing it, plus chatting with some people on msn. haha. alright really sorry to chekwei if he’s reading this post months later. i didnt have a chance to blog, actually i did. but i was really busy and vexed and simply no mood to blog. monday was the day, for all olevel people. i got my results, the moment i saw it, i was satisfied. rather happy. but when i came to know that there are so many people who did way better, when i reached home and saw the facebook or heard from friends, i was quite depressed.

phew, i was self-enlightened that very night. i thought of it, why bother to compare with others? and come to think of it, my results arent that bad. i still have so many 14 college to choose from! and i was really happy that my parents were satisfied with my results too. like i mention, my life long mission is to make them two happy. sounds noble, wadever.

speaking of comparisons, some people may think that comparing with others is a very good thing because it allows you to know ur standings, ur performances and it helps u to improve. but, if comparisons and competitions make one unhappy, stressful or even cause depression, will it still helps? in chinese we call it 恶性竞争. competition is a very sensible method to help people within the group to progress, thats why it’s used so commonly in our society. but this wont be sensible anymore, if it forges rivals and enemies.

pardon me for my poor poor poor English language ability thus i cant express clearly.

anyway, really sorry for not blogging. hmm yesterday i got a sudden urge to go TANGS at orchard. coz my idol was there doing some Road Show for some fashion brand. but you know, going alone is rather boring. so i gave it a miss, please i think i recently was super tired. like today, saturday afternoon, i took 2 afternoon naps. i woke up at 12noon, ate lunch, watched 宫心计, slept at 2pm plus. woke up at 4pm plus again, watched 宫心计, and slept at 6pm plus and woke up at 8pm plus for 宫心计 and dinner. so, i can easily summarise my saturday life as: eat, sleep, drama. 宫心计 is a hongkong drama, blockbuster in 2009.

anyway the above 50 questions quiz is just meant to lengthen this post. i dont feel comfortable just blogging this few paragraphs!

alright, i think i’m running out of brain juice to think of contents to blog. just make do with it okay!

P/S: blogsong changed. weekly message updated.

P/S: sorry for a wordy post, next post will try to find some pictures!

see you, have a nice weekend!

不屑/ 黄鸿升 -爱 & 英雄-
FUN4

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪
不需要有同类
传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装
我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐一一瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

这首歌，写得真好..

11th Jan 2010.

2pm.

CHS secondary school hall.

class 4-7 lane.

4th person in the class.

to get the Olevels results.

if anybody says that they arent worry at all, i bet with my dick that they are lying.

in life, we need this special, mysterious, supernatural force called: Luck.

Good luck everybody!

Enjoy the last 4 days?

See you.

New year, new blogskin and now new year plans!

but first, let’s take a look back at my year 2009. it wasnt really fantastic, but it’s definitely worth remembering.

January I cant really remember what happened, perhaps i was busy adapting to sec4 hectic school’s schedule. nothing much to mention too. I got back my Olevel chinese results, balls were shaking at that point of time. I really hope that i can enjoy the exact same joy next next week.

February Chinese new year, spent all my red packets away like anything. Got hooked up to Ai Otsuka probably. As well as J-pop and culture. Not really a fanatic yet, but i’m sure i was a hardcore Ayumi fan at that time. now, still abit into her. love her latest singles too! Bi-cultural scholars competition, haha i wasnt  not really into it and i was certain that i couldnt win. but i still managed to submit 2 research papers, in 1 chinese and 1 in english. and 8 other essays. some were hasty work, i’m so sorry to the management.

March I think this period is more or less about CCA taking overs. we did some NCC interviews for the part C’s. another experience for me too. I’m more certain about my aspiration/inspirate to become a teacher too.

April its really nth much. just that i prepared hardcore for my Amaths prelim2, yet i still failed =(

May NCC LAND PASSING OUT PARADE, one great moment for me. i really love that day. perhaps its really good to see your own cadets growing up and eventually taking over the responsibilities. CHS investiture too, not really my business as i was just a small fry in the board.

June GOT HOOKED UP TO BY2 by some unexplainable forces like crazy. actually i still like them, just that i seldom listen to their music. i’m still keeping track of their latest news. Became super cheena-ish too, most of my blogposts were done in chinese. haha. Changed blog from blogspot to Wordpress. Wordpress is the love, i can change my blogskin easily! C.Ronaldo was transferred to Real Madrid from ManUtd. Kinda big deal for me, i was abit shocked as i thought such amazing transfers can only be seen in virtual football games.

July Finally got a new phone, LG ice-cream. i love even until now, because it’s so pinkish. Asian Youth Game period, was so into it. watched the games online almost everyday.

August Ate subway for the first time in my life. Awesome.

September Japanese pop’s fire burning like hell in my soul. haha, was so hooked onto Ai Otsuka and jdrama. luckily i managed to control abit, as prelim3 was nearing.

October Olevel starts! rather calm and relaxed mood which i adopted. i try not to give myself too much of stress, if not it will backfire like prelim2. Liverpool beginning to deteriorate in performance. abit of distractions still seeping in, despite the olevel mood, like jpop and some games.

November Japanese pop culture fever burning at maximum temperature! Conquered Mt. Ophir, a big deal for a person who never even been to Pulua Ubi or Bukit Timah. My love for Mrs Lim was skyhigh too, i admit i was crazy. Grad-nite, awesome. Broke after spending $ on clothes. but it’s a once-in-a-lifetime experience, not too bad. Hooked on to Football Manager 2010 and Facebook.

December Did online shopping for the first time and spent lotsa money on Japanese merchandises like my giant Ai Otsuka Calendar, concert DVDs and clothes. Braces woes, teeth ache. Hair length is longest in my 4years of sec-sch life. Abit korean-influenced due to SUJU, SNSD and dramas like New Heart. Watched the Movie THE PROMISE 向日葵的约定, i dont know how to phrase it, but i really love this movie. and i feel that girls with straight-cut bangs are so pretty. Abit of bgr woes which i guess its absolutely normal for a normal teenager like me and its all over and also abit of olevel results-woes too.

Actually i used to have new year resolutions every year. but i always fail to follow it or achieve the aims. i dare not use the word resolutions now, let’s just say.. NEW YEAR PLANS! i know its cliche, but i shall do it in point form! in-no-any-particular-order, i just type what comes to my mind!

• Maintain tip-top dental care! You know, things can be rather gross if braces-users don’t brush regularly and things got stucked in the metals. And also i really hope i can keep up with the dental appointments for cleaning and maintaining monthly. i wanna a good good smile after 2years!
• Try not to get into any, any, any relationship. you know what kind of relationship i mean right. hmm, probably because i just wanna focus more on my studies. and you know, getting a girlfriend can be rather expensive. i lead an expensive life, i cant really afford a family now, haha! Although my mum didnt phrase it into words directly, i know she’s against the idea of me getting into such a thing.
• Try to focus more on studies too, really! I’m already 17 (soon, soon!), and i really ought to be serious in life. come on, it’s no longer primary school or even secondary school life! I really hope to pursue a degree and successfully get  a career which i’ve passion in it.
• Not to forget, I need to carry on and have much more perseverance for my healthy life style! I vowed never ever to step into a fast-food restaurant outlet, but i failed! but something to be rejoice about is that, i have stop eating KFC at all, for nearly 6months! Others like Mac, LongJohnSilver others add up to less than 10 in  the past 6months too! Right now i really need to cut down on my coffee and soft-drinks intake. Fried food is no longer my love, so it isn’t a big issue for me. I really hope too, i can carry on drinking at least 4 Nalgene bottles of plain water every day! (i’m referring to the big bottles). Also very important, i hope i can sleep earlier when school reopens. Haha, recently i’ve been sleeping earliest like 4am; not because i was tired but because i ran out of things to do and i knew i have to zzz. haha! I’ve been sleeping so late and i’m really fortunate that my pimples aren’t that much! Lastly, i plan to carry on with my weekly-3times of jogging around the neighborhood. Perhaps i can try Standard Chartered 10k run this year too! I don’t wanna look muscular! i just wanna look healthy and fit!
• I sincerely hope that my passion for Japanese culture will never die! If given the chance, i’d love to go Japan for a vacation, be it a short one or whatsoever. Maybe i should start saving now for my trip. hmm but if i really were to go, i’d like to go with my whole family. i love the feeling of togetherness. i wont mind if i were to go with my friends too! Any takers? I plan to be a more devoted Ai fan too! Although i listen to all of her songs, but i wont be proud to reveal my sources of these songs, haha! I hope i can support her like buying her albums and stuffs, which i’m already doing so (thus im bankrupt even before school’s start!). I also aim to watch as much Jdrama as possible!
• I want to subscribe to paid-television programmes! hello? 2010 is a World Cup Year! Soccer soccer soccer!
• I want to brush up on my cantonese too! I think that knowing a few more languages is really fun! i know cantonese, and i’ve been hearing it for 16years. I hope i’ve more chance to use it, all Cantonese please speak cantonese to me when u meet me! And of course, i hope to learn Japanese too! Konichiwa! Hontou-ni-Arigatou! Oh-ya-su-mi! Go-me-na-sai! Ja-ne!
• Oh yes! I wanna expose myself to more variety of music/dramas whichever pop culture too. you know, korean dance moves can be WOW like sorry sorry and english songs can so catchy like telephone by Gaga. Actually i’ve been listening to english songs like daughtry and some other charted music.  korean wise, i’ll just stick to SUJU or SNSD or abit of Bigbang, unless there’re better ones. Chinese songs, i guess i’ll carry on following those latest albums. cant wait for Show’s album too!
• I want to carry on being myself! What i mean is that, I will continue being lame, to love pink, to say crazy stuffs. to love crazy stuffs, and also a person who hopes to bring at least abit of joy in other people’s life!
• I hope i can a person which my parents can be proud of. I use to have this thought: I’m really proud of my parents, but I’m not sure if they are proud of me too. So i hope i can be a son, which the two elders in the family can feel at least abit of sense of pride for.
• Lastly, I sincerely hope that i can save enough money through out the year of 2010. hmm, for 2009, the largest amount of money cash, i accumulated before spending them without a single blink of an eye is $300 odds. I shall not be greedy, I aim to save.. $500! wait, if i really didnt get into a relationship, i think amount like $800 or even $1000 isn’t impossible. All i need is to cut down on my recrea-spendings, buy clothes only when my mum is with me, eat only when i’m hungry and buy only when i need it! haha, yes!

Seriously, i have not spend up to 2 hours blogging a single post! I think i started blogging at 12am plus, and it’s now 2.25am! Haha, but not to forget that i msn, facebook too.

Keirea.com wishes everybody a happy new year, with good health, good wealth, good friendships, good loves and everything else to be smooth and successful!

I also wish that I, myself can have a wonderful, exciting and lovely year ahead! YES!

Julie Tan, from The Promise 向日葵的约定.

I CAN’T STAND GIRLS WITH STRAIGHT-CUT BANGS.

THEY ARE SO MUCH PRETTIER X999!

This picture is melting me. She’s just beautiful.

It’s 4.30am now. Goodnight, See you!

ahh, 2nd time i ate in Swensens (is that correct spelled? wdv) my entire life. Class 4-7’s dinner. because i just got my metal bands at the molars, and the cement which caused the metals to be intact had yet to dry, i was advised to carry on eating soft food. so i couldnt eat any fish n chips, neither could i eat pasta. so i ate this Regular Earthquake. its worthwhile, coz its never ending. i mean, i couldnt really finish it. its the serving for at least 2. but in the end i finished it, haha. quite a lot of us turned up. we chatted a lot. i could have chatted more, but i reserved abit, coz i just find that my mouth is weird. haha, but its not obvious at all. thian changed her hairstyle, she straightened it and its now purple.

some of us went Orchard after that. i bought a shirt from topman, together with kl. i need financial planning. seriously. i left only 30 odds after i went out today.

right today i went out with Ed at amk hub, coz he wanna buy presents for his friends. i didnt bring a lot of cash, coz im sure i wont be spending. but hell, i bought something for my zibi friend. im sure she will love it. it is seriously not cheap in my (a bankrupt man) opinion. i bought this keychain thingy, its so cool. i actually wanna buy one for myself, but i didnt carry enough cash. so i bought one as a present. it’s DIY, spent abit of effort choosing. Ed also. i will definitely go back to this shop and buy one for myself!

(shucks, im trying to kope photos and paste it on my blog, but fb is lagging like usual)

anyway im quite happy today. not only because it is the Eve of Xmas (like i care, i dun celebrate xmas honestly), because i ran today and i think my stamina is somewhere reaching my peak. i love this feeling. i love running, xoxo. and because my Ayumi Hamasaki’s album is being delivered. (it’s called Ayumi Hamasaki – A COMPLETE, for those who are wondering). and im also happy with i chatted with my zibi friend for quite long last night, or rather this morning. zibi friend, i calculated. we started sms at 11.30pm and we ended at 4.30am. so its 5-hours of chat.  ‘Wow’ right? *nod head*

X-mas eve, and im here blogging. best blogger ever, i dedicate my time for blogging.

Anyway i came across this kinda nice blog.
http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com/ there got loads of hmm funny quotes and sentences.  and i saw these 2 which i love.

“ if a boy really likes you, he doesn’t care how tired he is, how much homework he has or how late it is. he’ll talk to you.”

“ I’ve learned not to dwell on bad moments, because every sixty-seconds you spend upset is minute of happiness you’ll never get back. ”

i will visit that blog regularly, its so good okay.

and also i saw this facebook group. it says..

When I Was Younger, I Put My Face Close to the Fan to Hear My Robot Voice.

ROFL. i did that. im sure all human beings with a fan at home, tried that. hahahaha, i LOL immediately when i saw this group. i joined. its so funny.

right. thats all for this post.

www.keirea.com wishes everybody Merry X’mas!