“I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of the fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels, something good in everything I see
I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream, I have a dream..”
When will life finally settle down? It’s tiring and I’m being driven to the edge. Shame and jealousy you invade my life too much. It’s way too powerful for my mind to handle.
How i wish all these weren’t true.
All these feelings, all these emotions, all these thoughts..
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I’ve gotten back my H2 Maths midyear exam script. Although i’ve already expected myself to do really badly, i still feel disappointed. It’s really a total let down. But it’s alright, as the day went on, i was back to the normal me again. Perhaps i’m really used to failing major examinations in my secondary school. Actually when i looked through my script again, i think i deserve the marks i got. It’s like, my knowledge for Maths is proportionate to my marks i got. Hmm, maybe i should be contented? 
But still, screwed up Maths, totally. Not to forget, i’m an Arts stream student, maybe that’s a perfect excuse to fail Maths (badly). Haha! 
I think for the next 3 months, what i need isn’t hardcore mugging; I need to find the right form of motivation to keep me going..
PS: Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
