its 2.45am now. i didnt sleep last night at all, but i’m seriously not tired. i’m feeling very fucked up. i just ended my chat with 2 of my very good friends E and C. we talk about anything under the sun, but we focus more on love relationships. love, as in boy-girl. they taught me a lot, we shared a lot these few days too. how i wish, i can be as brave as them, to face my most inner feelings truthfully, and stop all those unnecessary worries.
对于感情，我应该选择逃避还是坚持?
anyway i went to Malaysia for grave sweeping today. before i left home, i tweet and hoped that i can be home by 9.30pm because im desperately dying to watch this movie on channel U. bingo, i managed to reach home exactly by 9.30pm. i didnt regret opening the car’s door and rush to the lift, even before my dad parked the car properly. this movie is really one good movie.
This movie titled ‘The Promise 向日葵的约定’. it’s a simple love story between 2 teenagers. thumbs up for the director and producers. and of course, Julie and Lawrence acted so well. they look so compatible. no doubt people, i think Julie aka Princess ShanShan (her character in this movie), is so prettaye and cute, especially when she had the sunflower on her head. wah, i nearly melted. and Lawrence is very handsome too, thats why they look so compatible! FYI, the guy is 10years older than the girl (Lawrence is 27 and Julie is borned in 1992), in actual life. I wonder whether it is the guy who looks young and boyish, or the girl looks mature. anyway, i love this movie like anything.
it is really one of the my favourite movies. i admire the love of WY for Princess ShanShan, which is to give up initially, since WY thinks that he is not yet ready/suitable to take good care of Princess ShanShan. i think this is indeed a classic example of..
有一种爱叫做放弃。
basically this movie is about a guy falling in love with a girl with MID mild intellectual disability, and the girl also loves the guy too. however the girl’s mother is being abit overprotective of her daughter, so she kind of disallowed her daughter to be with this guy. the guy’s parents don’t like the girl too, since she is considered as special in their eyes. but these two really love each other so much. so in the end, the girl’s mother asked the guy if he is able to provide happiness and be sure to take equally good care of the girl, just like she does for past 17 years. the guy knew he isnt fully capable nor ready, so he chose to give up..
well i think if, i say if, this really happens to me; i will do the same like the guy too. Loving someone, not only wanting her to be with you, but also wanting her to always happy. isnt it? If a guy is more capable than me, of bringing happiness to the girl i love dearest, i will give them my blessings. this may sound super epic and noble and fake and very fake, but it’s really from me. afterall, loving someone simply means hoping her to be happy always, isnt it?
And i really hope Singapore can produce more of this kind of movie, simple yet to-the-point. all these movies are so much better than our BGR talks in school, please hello?! anyway i really feel like watching this entire movie again, with my eyes glued to the screen and understand the feelings of the characters totally. it is so touching and lovely.
太阳神 & 向日葵。
ahh, i just yawned. but i’m still bright awake. i’m still abit emo-ish. wadever, its really rare for me to be emotional, especially for this kind of thing. perhaps i’m thinking too much, wadever! anyway i love this picture very much! its so sweet, omg. and i love the.. sunflower bed. i thought they computer generated the background, but after i watched this movie, the fact is that the movie team went to thailand to film this part! its really awesome. i really wish to go there one day, to see the sunflowers.
ok thats all for this post. i’m really glad that i managed to watch this movie.
Princess ShanShan says: 不可以说ByeBye，要说再见，因为我们一定会再见。
so.. SEE YOU!
pictures from Julie Tan: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/shaoyin/
