i know this is wrong, damn wrong. but one of the main purposes for me enjoy/ look forward to school everyday, other than preparing for O’s, is you. it’s you who makes life in school more *interesting* (my mind is in a whirl, im loss for words now).
it is always a pleasure to talk to u, to see u or even hear u in school. i’m glad im able to know you.
once again, i know its wrong for me to have this kind of feeling towards you. i cant help it.
i hope time will change this fact. if it doesnt, so be it. i’m prepared to uncover and face my deepest, truthfulness self.
RESPECT, that’s the word.

Ikimonogakariいきものがかり! hmm, my blogsong is by them. nice nice.
right, sunday night. 20 odds days to Olevels, press out everybody! gonna update in point form, short and sweeet.
- Happy birthday linkai! i thought of doing an e-card for you, but i cant find any nice one online. well, i know you dun mind, since u’re materialistic and only want practical presents. LOL, just kidding! hahaha, happy 16th birthday anyway!
- i think i’ve gain weight, omfg. like 1 or 2 kg. damn it, seriously.
- morning lessons at 7am daily is really tiring.
- i need lots of coffee to last thru out the night, hope i dun get diabetes by the end of Olevel
- my new bed really rocks, comfy~ and the bed sheet is.. girly pink. omfg, ROCKS X2
- i finally reveal my true self today: i regret being a guy LMAO
- although i like girly stuff, but i still like girls and i feel happy and high when i see girls like Ai Otsuka. nonetheless, i find some guys real hot too. maybe i need psychological consultation. =(
- oh yes, i need to buy a harddisk for myself. i got like 150gb of jap dramas.
- there’s SS timed-test tmr, ahh
- i really wanna join X COUNTRY when i go JC, thus im training now! yes!
- i’m saving money recently, really saving like crazy, coz i got lots of things to buy after exams. im sure that most of my penny will go to HMV!
- if there’s chance, i’ll work after O’s
- these are a few jpop singers im currently listening to. not too bad, love jpop!
orange range, ikimono gakari,arashi, morning musume.
thats all, short post.
PS: Alan, be strong and i hope you can get over this crucial period. We’re all supporting u always! Love, chekwei