Secret

  • October 6, 2009 12:14 am

i know this is wrong, damn wrong. but one of the main purposes for me enjoy/ look forward to school everyday, other than preparing for O’s, is you. it’s you who makes life in school more *interesting* (my mind is in a whirl, im loss for words now).

it is always a pleasure to talk to u, to see u or even hear u in school. i’m glad im able to know you.

once again, i know its wrong for me to have this kind of feeling towards you. i cant help it.

i hope time will change this fact. if it doesnt, so be it. i’m prepared to uncover and face my deepest, truthfulness self.

RESPECT, that’s the word.

-random-

  • October 4, 2009 8:16 pm


Ikimonogakariいきものがかり! hmm, my blogsong is by them. nice nice.

right, sunday night. 20 odds days to Olevels, press out everybody! gonna update in point form, short and sweeet.

  • Happy birthday linkai! i thought of doing an e-card for you, but i cant find any nice one online. well, i know you dun mind, since u’re materialistic and only want practical presents. LOL, just kidding! hahaha, happy 16th birthday anyway!
  • i think i’ve gain weight, omfg. like 1 or 2 kg. damn it, seriously.
  • morning lessons at 7am daily is really tiring.
  • i need lots of coffee to last thru out the night, hope i dun get diabetes by the end of Olevel
  • my new bed really rocks, comfy~ and the bed sheet is.. girly pink. omfg, ROCKS X2
  • i finally reveal my true self today: i regret being a guy LMAO
  • although i like girly stuff, but i still like girls and i feel happy and high when i see girls like Ai Otsuka. nonetheless, i find some guys real hot too. maybe i need psychological consultation. =(
  • oh yes, i need to buy a harddisk for myself. i got like 150gb of jap dramas.
  • there’s SS timed-test tmr, ahh
  • i really wanna join X COUNTRY when i go JC, thus im training now! yes!
  • i’m saving money recently, really saving like crazy, coz i got lots of things to buy after exams. im sure that most of my penny will go to HMV!
  • if there’s chance, i’ll work after O’s
  • these are a few jpop singers im currently listening to. not too bad, love jpop!
    orange range, ikimono gakari,arashi, morning musume.

thats all, short post.

PS: Alan, be strong and i hope you can get over this crucial period. We’re all supporting u always! Love, chekwei