i am proud of my parents, but sadly, im sure they arent proud of me. T.T
im beginning to feel inferior every time i see my friends.
this feeling sucks.
but i cant control it.
im just a person without substance.
im not a piano-grade 8 son.
im not an exco/cca leader, which other parents are proud of their son being one.
im totally a noob in basketball, but i always boast that im a 3 pointer god to make myself feel better.
i really feel like a nobody, a loser or even an empty zombie out there. i feel so small out there.
im just nothing to be proud of.
im sorry mum and dad. i love u all.
however, im determined to change myself and i swear i will.
im not going to live my usual own life. now, im leading a life which belongs to those that care for me, expect lot more from me and love me.
i will change and improve.
i hope u guys out there, take this post as a joke. i dun want my emotional thoughts to influence u guys. this post is for my eyes to see and for me to express my inner feelings. im sorry.
