seems like teenagers will tend to have lots of infatuation/crush or wadever. its true, coz im experiencing myself NOW. it sucks, big time. coz ur BRAIN will tell u logically that love at this age will not last long and will only result both parties to be hurt. HOWEVER, ur heart will tell u mentally that u should confess/wadever ur love to her, coz the feeling is there. and ur heart will feel ‘love’ when u think of her or wadever. its true. thats me.
i really cant control myself. i know its dumb. im sure most of u all, teenagers have this kind of thoughts(brain) or feelings(heart). wad should i do? i should do nothing and wait for the infatuation die out. hopefully it can. if not i will suffer from mental illness or commonly known as E-M-O.
its like, everything i will feel like sending her sms but i cant press the words out. i feel weird. damn bitch. hate infatuations coz i know its stupid yet i want to try it. haha. but anyway, really hope this crush/infatuation feeling will die off.
and i booked myself a place for investitures in other school. irwin! haha. i missed PHS’s investiture and im damn sad okay. someone snatched my chance. PHS investiture sia! wa lao, i dream of going there many times liao, yet i missed it. and st nich’s investiture is in december, i heard. wa piang.
gonna make good use of this weekend to catch up with my studies. CA2 in 1week time. piang sian. im gonna mug all the way, so that i wont think of her anymore. good huh?
infatuation sucks, coz it makes cheerful ppl EMO.
