☆keireaの遊び場と夢の土地！

the week is DEFINITELY MY SUCKEST WEEK EVER IN MY 15 YEARS OF LIFE.

tuesday
ok, basically, i had the most dreadful activity on earth, PHYSICS SPA. the process is !$#@$# and i relieved some weight from my pants’ by taking out MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET and put below the table. when i finished my work, i hurriedly rush back to class, or rather everyone rushed back, WITHOUT TAKING MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET.
so after that we had lesson in class. then end of the class, i realised MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET is not with me. i think and think and think, i left it in the physics lab. just after 45mins (1 lesson time), i went back and attempt to find it. MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET is GONE. G-O-N-E! i asked the lab technicians, the teacher wadever shit. none saw it. and i was told, after my class’s lab session, no one uses the lab anymore! damn it.

damn tramatized till now lor. without MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET, my life is like !$#@#@. i cant sms wadever. and i love my ringtones. its gone now. my wallet, inside got ez-link card, zinc card, popular card, $14, and dunno wad lar. kns~ damn suay. last of all, HAVE FUN USING MY PINK HANDPHONE AND WHITE/PINK WALLET AND PRAY NOT TO GET HIT BY AIR-BORNED DURIAN. U GAYSHIT!

it must be a gay who took my things. its all pinkish color, i dount who wants? bastard.

wednesday
ok, which is yesterday. i sort of broke my specs out of no reason. i merely put it inside my pocket and go drink water. then when i took it all, ta-da-ta-da.. drum roll~ ITS BROKEN. BLOODY HELLY BROKEN. so i got to get it fixed and waste my time. its like, if my specs is hit by a durian and broke, i wont be that sad. but it bloody hellish, broke out of no reason. thats damn unlucky for me lar.

ok. please dun call me/sms me wadever. i will replace the SIM card this weekend, perhaps. kns~

on a ligter note/something to be glad of
tmr is friday, end of CA2. yea!
tmr is friday, 8pm channel u got VIKING! sibei hao kan~
tmr’s tmr is saturday, im going for NDP PREVIEW 08! wohoo~

Quiz

1)What’s your age?
15 years old, born in 1993, duhh.

2)Male or female?
male, despite my pinkish blogskin =)

3)How many siblings?
1, brother 19years old.

4)How many friends?
the number keeps increasing, i hope it dont decrease.

5)What are you doing now?
breathing, heart beating PLUS typing the answer for this stupid quiz.

6)Last computer game you played?
none in my memory, but PES in psp.

7)Last beverage you drank?
milo packet drink and soya milk. i everyday must drink de.

8)Any worries in school?
yes, CA2 in less than 24 hrs time.

9)Any teachers you hate?
of coz. those who release me late for recess. haha

10)Any teachers you like?
there are teachers who i respect. like? not really.

11)Have any crushes?
yes, currently. sibei sian, i hate infatuations.

12)Ever flirted with a boy/girl?
flirt with boys? of coz, im gay.

13)Name 10 girl schools. If you’re a girl then name boy schools.
wow, are there even 10girls schools in SG? i cant really name a lot. st nichs wadever.

14)Missing someone?
yes. infatuations sucks, 2nd time im saying it.

15)Last boy/girl you said “I love you” to?
eh, puppy love isnt worth talking about.

16)Last person you studied with?
eh, friday last period was CHEMISTRY. i was sitting with zixuan. so thats him!

17)Last person you got mad at?
not worth mentioning, coz i wish to prolong that friendship, really.

18)Last person you hugged?
eh, cant rmb. i hope its a girl.

19)Last person you got high over?
JOYCE THE DRUMMER, from RABBIT! superband

20)Ever had ***?
please be specific.

21)Three things you love?
friendships, kinships, and all sorts of relationships.

22)Three things you hate?
broken friendships, being ma-lued infront of 100million ppl and flanking the exams.

23)Ever kissed someone?
yes, i assume.

24)Ever had perverse thoughts?
wad is perverse thoughts?

25)Last boy/girl you spoke to?
girl = hweexian, she asked me to send her songs.
boy = thia braces, talked about sex.

26)Think that you’re a playboy/girl?
even if yes, i will deny it, duhh.

27)Last boy/girl you found cute?
boy = none
girl = JOYCE THE DRUMMER, from RABBIT. superband

28)Ever getting married?
of coz.

29)Any boy/girl you love?
yes, infatuations suck. 3 time im saying it, duhh.

30)What would you do if your bf/gf cheated on you?
bf = heck care, coz im not gay lar!
gf = i will cheat her first, definitely.

31)Ever got mad at a girl?
not really, im a gentleman okay, duhh.

32)Nicest anime ever watched?
NARUTO, i didnt watch a lot of animes.

33)Favourite anime character?
eh, SHIKAMURA from naruto.

34)Ever think of cosplaying? Who then?
wow, costume play? nv thought of it.

35)Name 30 friends.
no time lar.

36)Studying hard?
yes, gonna start my 2nd round of mugging for the day after this quiz.

k, this quiz i saw it at senior wenxuan’s blog. i love doing quiz, just that i dun have time. haha

REST IN PEACE, RANDY PAUSCH
AUTHOR OF THE LAST LECTURE. a book which i just finished reading.

310 post liao!
wow, just watched the VIKING CHALLENGE ON CHANNEL U, 8pm. SI BEI NICE SIA~ japanese variety show. nice nice, creative and funny. haha

shall blog on different aspects in my life this time.
SCHOOL
wow, im enlightened today. seriously. last time, i said that if i were a teacher, i will not hesitate to drive pupils out of my class if they were screwing the lessons. but today, i learned that if a teacher manage to make those stupid trouble makers become attentive and participating in lessons, isnt that better? my chemistry teacher did it. and she gained my respect. today FRX really didnt make as much disruption to the class as before. today was a double side-by-side period. and he actually made intelligence questions which were in everyone’s mind. i finally know why so many ppl from all the classes that she teaches, want her back from her post-maternity leaves. haha

and one more thing, i didnt submit a single piece of worksheet on wednesday. and just 1 day after, on thrusday, she asked me for it. she is again my chemistry teacher. i think this kind of teacher is really good and very 难得. as compared to ‘toh’ last time, she just simply don’t care and complained straight to the form teacher. but my chemistry teacher actually made the effort to trace down those who nv submit. obvious reason, she wants us to improve. a good teacher may not be judged by how well he/she teaches and the results his/her students get. its simply all these little things which determine if he/she is good. i learned a lot from these teachers. pure inspiration.

FRIENDS
i just wanna point out that, platoon mates may not be equal to ur friend. a classmate may also not equal to ur friend. a lot of things happen lar, i dun wanna mention specifically. oh ya, i respect desheng a lot. seriously. if im in his position, i will not wavered to pump my own batch too in that kind of situations.

FAMILY
oh yea, seems like my mum agrees to let me learn drum at the end of the year. cool man. but frankly, from young till now, i haven learn a single instrument b4, excluding those stupid recorders and flute taught at primary school lar, duhh. a quote from edison: next year chma we’ll go without tickets. edison has just recruited me to be the drummer of his newly form band. and i can see that he is serious about it. anyway i wanna learn drum because im inspired by JOYCE, THE DRUMMER OF RABBIT.
tmr is weekend again. can spend more time at home with my family. isnt it a good thing? however this weekend is a mugging week. CA2 on monday -.-

k bye. 10pm channel u, last episode. so fast lor. haha

i am proud of my parents, but sadly, im sure they arent proud of me. T.T

im beginning to feel inferior every time i see my friends.
this feeling sucks.
but i cant control it.
im just a person without substance.
im not a piano-grade 8 son.
im not an exco/cca leader, which other parents are proud of their son being one.
im totally a noob in basketball, but i always boast that im a 3 pointer god to make myself feel better.
i really feel like a nobody, a loser or even an empty zombie out there. i feel so small out there.
im just nothing to be proud of.
im sorry mum and dad. i love u all.

however, im determined to change myself and i swear i will.
im not going to live my usual own life. now, im leading a life which belongs to those that care for me, expect lot more from me and love me.
i will change and improve.

i hope u guys out there, take this post as a joke. i dun want my emotional thoughts to influence u guys. this post is for my eyes to see and for me to express my inner feelings. im sorry.

i think today i shall mug till 2am, if not i will let myself down.

i reached home today at 4.30pm. then i bathed liao straight away take afternoon nap. i woke up at 7.30PM! i cannot forgive myself. worst, i ate my dinner+watch superband till 9PM! and now, im using computer. PLUS PLUS, later channel U 10PM got show to watch again! im so screwed, just television addictions and sleep can screw my CA2.

rabbit’s drummer and synpathy’s vocalist, abit chio wor~

alright, today is sunday. a sunny day indeed, except for some rain just now. haha, i love rain, literally rain. not that korean singer. haha.

okay, last night CATHOLIC HIGH MUSIC AWARDS! for those who missed it/ those who cant part with their mere $10, u people are gonna regret forever. i think it rocks a lot. i think those who watched it agree with me lar. please lar, $10 for more than 2 hours of entertainment. watched with [lehchuan, edmund, shanquan, yucheng, guochuan, huiyang, weikit, bentley and many more!] anyway, i was there to support ernest and kenneth ong. he (refering to ernest) rocks lar, duhh. beatboxing okay! i think he is the first beatboxer in the CHMA history. pro right. and he won yea! ernest, dont forget that its me who taught u beatboxing u loser. hahaha

its really nice, and the hall is kinnda filled. oh yes, i nearly won an IPOD NANO last night. please lar, i missed by 1 digit. bloody hell. and a little boy won the PSP SLIM FELICIA BLUE. omg bloody hell. i think he pasted the stamp on his postcard okay. haha jkjk. anyway that night was really fun. we all are crazy over MISS GOH. or rather, IM THE ONLY ONE CRAZY ABOUT HER. =) all the shoutings, damn fun lar. senior wenxuan sang too, but didnt win. oh please, winning is not the key point last night. everone had fun, thats it! everyone did well.

some side tracks. i was looking at my phone’s gallery and im shocked to see some pictures. woohoo~ moral of the story, dont leave ur hp unattended.

derek and short guochuan

derek and white wei hao

derek (again -.-) and tall freak eddy

i swear i didnt take the above pictures (im not so boliao okay and i wont waste my hp memory on these spastic kids). im 99% sure that they were taken when i left my hp on the table and i went away. derek used the front camera of my hp and took the pictures, i think. spastic kids..

ok, batman begins later 6.45pm at chn5. i think i will catch it. i hate sundays, coz its mugging day for me. hate it.

keirea- doodling~

seems like teenagers will tend to have lots of infatuation/crush or wadever. its true, coz im experiencing myself NOW. it sucks, big time. coz ur BRAIN will tell u logically that love at this age will not last long and will only result both parties to be hurt. HOWEVER, ur heart will tell u mentally that u should confess/wadever ur love to her, coz the feeling is there. and ur heart will feel ‘love’ when u think of her or wadever. its true. thats me.

i really cant control myself. i know its dumb. im sure most of u all, teenagers have this kind of thoughts(brain) or feelings(heart). wad should i do? i should do nothing and wait for the infatuation die out. hopefully it can. if not i will suffer from mental illness or commonly known as E-M-O.

its like, everything i will feel like sending her sms but i cant press the words out. i feel weird. damn bitch. hate infatuations coz i know its stupid yet i want to try it. haha. but anyway, really hope this crush/infatuation feeling will die off.

and i booked myself a place for investitures in other school. irwin! haha. i missed PHS’s investiture and im damn sad okay. someone snatched my chance. PHS investiture sia! wa lao, i dream of going there many times liao, yet i missed it. and st nich’s investiture is in december, i heard. wa piang.

gonna make good use of this weekend to catch up with my studies. CA2 in 1week time. piang sian. im gonna mug all the way, so that i wont think of her anymore. good huh?

infatuation sucks, coz it makes cheerful ppl EMO.

not much time. gonna blog/post something in point form.

• i failed physics class test. failed terribly and i got a damn unlucky number in the bible. total 40marks. first time i failed physics, if im not wrong. i suck alright
• i 99% chance of failing chemistry class test too. bitch
• my calculator spoiled. need replacement $18.
• im mugging damn hard for my subjects. coz i didnt pay attention in class. its sucks. dun be like me. geography, sciences. the humanes maybe.
• the class tee shirt is done. of coz, its nice. designed by some god.
• been listening to japanese songs. quite emo and nice
• i really wanna become a teacher, or rather take up teaching as a career. i wan to become miss goh’s colleague
• i didnt eat fast food for like 2months. healthy kid haha.
• im currently spamming music damn loudly in my room.
• saturday watching BATMAN with friends.
• thats it.

i really wanna become a teacher. maybe maths or sciences.