nowadays im no longer the GUY that u know. im quite emotional now, and im serious. maybe i will still put up a cheerful and happy-go-lucky face. i can still take silly and nonsensical jokes, but to certain extend. im sorry, im not in the mood nowadays. a lot of things happen, im sick and tired already.

i need your care and concern, but where are you?
just a word of comfort, but where are you?
maybe its just my wishful thinking, im not fit to be the one.

you know clearly that i care for you. but nvm, lets just be friends. damn it.