CONFESSING AND GETTING INTO A RELATIONSHIP IS DIFFERENT.
i want you to know that i like you, but i dun want be involve in a relationship. get it?
i will still be cheering and caring for u, but studies still come first, coz im a mugger.
nvm, i will take it as MERE INFATUATION. we can still be good friends, sms/msn everyday.
nowadays im no longer the GUY that u know. im quite emotional now, and im serious. maybe i will still put up a cheerful and happy-go-lucky face. i can still take silly and nonsensical jokes, but to certain extend. im sorry, im not in the mood nowadays. a lot of things happen, im sick and tired already.
i need your care and concern, but where are you?
just a word of comfort, but where are you?
maybe its just my wishful thinking, im not fit to be the one.
you know clearly that i care for you. but nvm, lets just be friends. damn it.
today was quite emotional for me. because i think a lot of things. nvm, shallnt talk much on that. anyway! today i was a UNIVERSITY STUDENT IN NUS! haha! so funny. went for STATISTIC ENRICHMENT CAMP at NUS. met in school and came back at evening. fun. lecture, lecture and more lecture. mr ang brought us there, and he was from NUS too, cool?
side track
seriously, today i quite emotional. love makes me emotional. my mind was like, in a mess. i really need your care and concern. i hate this kind of feelings. im sure its not mere infatuation. im sure u know it. first time im so emo, and im not joking, dun laugh.
maybe love is too complicated for me, maybe i should quit. maybe its just all my wishful thinking. i need a reply. nvm, im used to it. being just a friend.
i was addressed as INSTRUCTOR, TEACHER, LAO SHI, OI AND CHEK WEI in this camp, by the P5 campers. hai~
waseh waseh waseh! ytd came back from PEIYING PRIMARY P5 CAMP ’08. damn tiring, i slept from like 2.30pm till 9.30pm. then 10.30pm continuing sleeping till just now, 8.30am. do u know why im so tired? heres the reason.
Day1
ok, wake up 6am. eat breakfast, bathed, make hair then met brian and zixin under my block. then went to PYPS. 2nd time i stepped into this gate in 3years. ROFL. k, then wait in the hall for briefing by the CAMP COMMANDANT. waseh, sounded so army type. then briefed liao, me and zixin taking TEMBUSU house. and my JC1/POLY1 instructor (which is my boss) is ALLEN! the best instructor ever! he’s same poly as my brother, and his chinese name, omg, exactly SAME as my brother. fate! and i always address him as SHUAI GE. coz he will be very happy and smile smile smile. haha! the girls instructors taking TEMBUSU girls are adeline, xinyi, shi hui and wendy. all are my tembusu house mates in primary school, nice ppl. 6years liao.
okay TEMBUSU was my house, when i was in primary school. its the best house in MY ERA. i emphasized, IN MY ERA. but now, sad sad sad. okay, TEMBUSU boy campers got 14 people. 14 in the whole level. quite pathetic. then first day, morning was TEAM BUILDING! play all sorts of game, quite fun. i mean, they play. not we play. anyway the primary school teachers really creative to think of these games. haha. oh yes, got KANGOO jump also! which they wear shoes with ‘springs’ below and jump around. i didnt try, coz allen they all dun want try. but, watching them trying was fun!
then afternoon, went to LABRADOR PARK for orienteering! this orienteering was damn hi-tech. we (instructors) get to use PDA! we instructors each led a team of 5/6 P5 campers to go around the park to look for places, and take photo! wa, damn fun! run around the park, very hot also! and mosquitoes here and there. my legs! #@%$! anyway, my team all the task done! wahaha, so impressive. because of me, the best instructor ever since ALLEN. =)
after that went back to PYPS, then FERDINAND THAT KELONG GAYMATE reached PYPS. bathed, then we discussed TALENT NITE at girls dorm. after that was dinner. then NIGHT ORIENTEERING! they need to blind fold themselves and walk around the school, of coz, with instructors guiding around. dam damn damn funny. at first they act as if they not scare. but when we tickle/make funny noisy, they like OMG! ROFLMAO. then got shaman king also! haha! ok, then went back to hall. settle down. then was supper! nothing much. then after that got FREE TIME FOR INSTRUCTORS! me, ferddy, zixin, ivan, brian went out to buy crackers. after we just spammed PSP in dorm and talk talk talk until 3am. i dunno wad time lar, just very late. chat about ferddy’s SEXPERIENCE with his EX too. LMAO. then we ZZZ liao.
DAY 2
ok, today was hmm.. more tiring! morning was PT first. run merely 2 rounds around the school premises. then was ROCKCLIMBING/HIGH ROLES ELEMENTS for the P5 campers. well, we instructors dun have much duty. just manage their discipline, help them wear harness. oh please, wearing harness/helmet was DAMN easy for me. why? because im the GODLY OUTDOOR ADVENTURE LEADER in CAT HIGH OKAY! wahaha! sry for my exaggeration. ok, then we slack slack, nipple-lizing each other. FERD and MYINT OO tio a lot from me. then listen music. basically slack. after that lunch. then hmm, DRAGON BOATING. and the thing is, the dragon boating place was CCAC! changi coast adventure camp!!! damn familar place for me! 3rd time going there. ok, so raining thus no dragon boating =( then went back school. bath and we discuss talent nite. did some last minute preparation. okay, then dinner. NIGHT TIME! talent night cum camp fire. nice nice. anyway tembusu got last for talent night. nvm, wad matters was the process. we have fun, hopefully. oh yes oh yes! MR CHEW MY P6 TEACHER CAME BACK FOR CAMP FIRE!!! so glad to see him, and he called me ‘SERGEANT CHIA’. ROFLMAO. HAHA! not much of change lar him… well, must find him one day! talent nite was really damn fun, with an ultimate EMCEE. HAHA! hai, really damn fun lar! eh, dunno why that night got NO SUPPER. NO SUPPER! omg, but ALLEN, being that super shuai+nice+dunno wad buy lots of drinks and tibits for us. so we, tembusu instructors were having picnic at the canteen till 12.30am, coz need to sleep liao. talk, chat, eat. then 12.30am, we (ferd, stella, adeline, xinyi, zixin) didnt SLEEP WOR! we go to the HALL and continue chatting. oh yes, stella joined us despite her house was casurina. ALLEN’S CAREER/EDUCATION GUIDING TALK! he was like encouraging us to go JC in 17. and he keep telling us about the advantages. then hor, he contradicts himself by telling us how FUN hes in poly now! hes in design course, and he said design was like, omg! haha. then we share some different experience in life. our studies, results all these. and i heard that many ppl are STRESSFUL! just like me! =( we chat chat chat till like 2am, then there were a prankster union going on. they were putting TOOTHPASTE on ppl’s face, legs. its damn hot lar! after that, allen cant take it anymore, he too tired liao. he went to stage and sleep. suay enough, he tio toothpaste. LMAO. then me, stella and xinyi was like chatting about school immersion programmes. stella was talking about her trip to KOREA and xinyi was CHINA. both shared damn lots of things to me. and i was like, listen laugh listen.. haha! coz i got NTH to share! =( talk damn long, funny also. and its like korea is damn nice~ i got the urge to join some exchange programe by my school now liao. then after that stella went to sleep like dead log despite that the fans in hall was like so BIG and COLD. me and xinyi and ferd continue, talking about YTSS, school. damn funny lar their school. haha~ then the girls went to sleep. i also tired liao, so i went to switch off the fans. and the time then was 5.30am, i think. GOSH. and we woke up 6.30am, coz we need to work liao.
DAY3
ah, nth much. first was morning Pt. then was AREA CLEANING. they cleaned their dorms SLOWLY. then allen was quite pissed and fumed. he shouted at the kids, but i can understand. please lar, he secondary school was in BOYS BRIGADES leh, Sergeant somemore. so yea~ then was TELE MATCH. means games lar. play play play, very fun. TEMBUSU got 2nd for telematch! damn happy. then was packing up, then prize presentation. TEMBUSU OVERALL GOT 4th out of 5 teams. aiya, success is not about winning. please, its the PROCESS.
ok, seriously, before this camp, i was ONLY CONCERN and my mind was ONLY about the attractive 60hrs CIP. but as the camp goes, i learnt a lot. be it from allen, from my fellow instructors, from the teachers or even from the kids. i learnt how to progress tgt and win as one. we worked hard, we practiced for talent night. we cheered each other for the tele match. we hurriedly one another for the orienteering. we played tgt in dragon boating. its the spirit, im serious. my mindset changed, totally. learnt a lot from allen too. at first, i was REALLY sian about this camp in the 1st day. the kids, are moving so slowly. when they changed their shirt, pack their bags, damn slowly. its definitely not my style. (im from NCC) but i learnt that patience is very impt. but also, we must be strict and stern to them at times. but i heard the tembusu girls were in push-up positions coz they do things slow. LMAO.
here are some pictures, beautiful memories…
PYPS P5 CAMP TOMORROW!
and im glad that all my buddies/friends/gay mates/enemies are back from SEC3 camp. hope everyone is safe and sound.
share with my ur SEXPERIENCE!
chatting with u is so… nice
this is my 270 posts. damn happy. 30 more to the big 300. its a milestone in my life. really lor. today’s post, will be on my this semester results. man, not too badly done lar. abit happy, abit sad, abit proud, abit paiseh.
for those who are concern about my results for the whole semester…
Higher CL 80.4 [A1]
A math 81 [A1]
Combine Humans SS+Hist 79.3 [A1]
Geography Pure 70.8 [A2]
E math 73 [A2]
English 64.1 [B4]
Physics 61.5 [B4]
Chemistry 58.5 [C5]
Percentage: 74.8
L1R5: 11
L1R4: 7
Class ranking: 2 /37
Level ranking: 71 /358
Remarks: Chek Wei is an outstanding student with strong leadership abilities. As the Class Chairman, he can definitely be counted upon to discharge his responsibilities well. Keep up the good work!
i posted my whole results liao. and lvl ranking. so STOP ASKING ME. damn frustrating. those damn competitive triple science fellows.. im not talking about kenneth ong. ok, i like my remarks. to be able to gain recognition in the work is damn good feeling.
my chemistry sucks like dunno wad. many people de chemistry is better than physics. but me, my chem is like.. omg, C5. aiya, my sciences are all sucks. and i think mr ng weiliang is a good teacher. he helps me a lot. my e maths improved 20marks from term1 to term2. nice teacher, hope he dun leave next semester.
congratulation to KEN WONG for 1st in class, YAOCHENG for 3rd in class, DESHENG for 4th in class and lastly, THIA BRACES for 5th in class. LMAO.
my mum told me to remain at this standard can liao. i think i like my mum in this area. she’s like.. hmm, she dont force me in my studies. as in, just let natural takes its course. well, i like it. no pressure, no fear. and im gonna make my parents give me some present as reward. haha, just kidding. i love them.
oh yes. and im chosen by mr ng weiliang for the NUS statistical poster competition! waseh waseh waseh! gonna have fun there.
dun call me mugger, please.
linkai, get well soon. i can hear u coughing from my block. haha.
dear readers… im not very happy now.
-because i lost my physics worksheet – pressure, which is due tomorrow morning
-because my handphone is screwing my life up. N70, damn u.
-because i searched high and low for my physics worksheet, im damn dizzy now.because i searched high and low for my physics worksheet, im sweating like coconut now.
-because my stomach isnt feeling very good now (stuff myself with lots of pizzas just now)
-because my study table is still very messy, despite clearing it just now.
-because there’s school tmr.
and lastly, BECAUSE OF YOU – KELLY CLARKSON. lame…
ok. today is a happy happy holiday. and this morning i woke up at 12.45pm, and i watched the WORLD MUSIC AWARD 07. and i the moment i switched on the tv, i saw Avril Lavigne, singing HOT. man, she’s really HOT. haha~ ok, then yesterday was sunday. as i said, i watched REM THE NEXT GENERATION on kids central. and ROXY is ubber hot! omg~ gonna catch the next episode, cant wait!
and i dunno why, my cadet so fast know my blog. did they stalk me? omg~ but but but, have u guys forgotten? this is a world famous blog! with how many fans? i fogot how many liao, too many digits. oh well~
tmr is the second last day of school. and sec3 camp is coming! OMG I SO EXCITED. lame, im not going anyway. im just excited because i can sleep at home. but seriously, im quite disappointed that im gonna miss out all the fun with my buddies. man, im such an adventurous fellow. guys, good luck and watch ur safety. i wish i can be there enjoying with u guys. but cant help it.
and yes! i read until the latest naruto manga liao! chapter 400! wa seh wa seh wa seh! ITACHI IS UBBER COOL okay! love him. and MADARA appears. damn cool.
wah seh, now channel 5 got hot babe movie. Blue Crush/Crash. seems nice, but i got no time to watch. haha
yesterday, POP. quite sad lar. the partD passed out. and they no longer take us for training. hai, thinking back, this partD are really wonderful batch. anyway, its finally the our batch to take over. and i think i will surely have fun taking the partBs. they are so omg funny, with some blur kings here and there. but their drill standard are extreme cases. the goods are full of potentials. but the bads are really damn suck. so we need to balance their standard. hmm, our journey is still long. oh yes, we bought a milk bottle for senior wenxuan. and seems like kunliang sucked the bottle. many seniors went back too, some changed and some didnt.
today was badminton day. went to sengkang CC and hit some shuttlecocks. think i didnt really ‘deprove’ a lot. but anyway, its fun playing with these guys. hope next time got more of this gatherings. after that went to compass point for lunch. man, spent 5.60bucks on mac. and we talked a lot, and we forced edison to say that he has a corrupted mind and with all his evidents. and he think that not gg out with girls are ‘suaku’. hai, gonna save more money liao. then after that i came back khatib alone, by bus. hate taking bus. i kena car sick easily.
and i got the information from htay aung that im selected for the P5 camp in primary school. which means my 60hours CIP secured. and plus my current 38 hrs, i total got 98hours!!!! wahaha, just 2 hrs and i can perfect the 5points.
oh yes, tmr 11.30am, kids central got R.E.M! im gonna watch it surely. coz I THINK ROXY is very de pretty! i saw the advertisements mah. haha, go watch okay!
i miss u a lot. i think i still love u.
WAH! TODAY IS A DAMN BUSY and TIRED DAY! INVESTITURE ROCKS!
first thing, came to school early to settle some things. then 9am after carpe diem straight away went to investiture rehearsal. rehearsal until 10.45am, then we got break. then 11am again, i got duty! i was chosen to be usher. man, im chosen to usher SCGS. however, due to some unforeseen circumstances, i ushered PIERCE secondary instead. 2 decent ladies. me and wesley taking the 2 girls. nothing much, they are nice people. and one of them is XAVIER’S FRIEND. so immediately heard that she knows XAVIER, i dare not do anything funny.
then was the investiture. blah blah blah. first time doing investiture in CHS, primary school lots of time lar. quite fun. after that went to conduct a mini tour for them. Ernest, the beatbox master, did the job. i just follow lar. walking around the school can be very tired okay! after that i need to rush back to class room again, for class contact. woo~
then in the afternoon, got Passing Out Parade rehearsal. the most energy draining one. however, must give face to the PartD. they are passing out already. anyway, they are nice people. wish them good luck in future. haha~ the real POP will be this friday. quite fast, need to prepare present. hmm, lets see…
i really hope my report book this semester got lots of A. i dont care, i just want it.
