☆keireaの遊び場と夢の土地!

Breathe. Think. Reflect.

changed a blogskin. i really still prefer a straight forward blogskin. man, the previous navigating one is really abit of troublesome. anyway, this blogskin doesnt foregos the essence of my gayish character. the pink background is still there. anyway, its plain and sweet. please comment okay. negative comments will be 100% delete upon sight. HAHA

ok, sports night. like i said, its none of my business. however, it rained heavily. i heard its the 3rd consecutive rainy sports night. well, its a cursed by thor yu cheng. haha, nice job. seems like it gonna be postponed. cant be bother anyway. well, good luck staff wenxuan.

then.. the leadership camp. quite slack i must say. then we learnt some planning of proposal, which is enriching. and i must say this too, our part de drill standard really quite remarkable. without timing is fun! but must be 200% alert. and sir + mdm praised us, happy happy! im really proud to be in the platoon and the company. and, desheng and keefe, i love u two.

k thats it. my family is still not back yet from msia. they went for grave-cleaning. im alone in the empty house since 12.30pm. man, i hate it. damn lonely. can someone come and keep me accompany?

heyheyhey. this ultimate blog got 250 post liao! POWER right? hahaha.

ok, yesterday was the probabtion. me, ek kiat and mervyn took the sec1 which is the part A. and i really think there is a lot of improvement needed to be made. anyway, their journey in NCC is still very short. this is their 6th or 7th training only, nvm one. take ur time okay. =) and the PT is not bad, just that they dont really listen to us. but anyway, we are still IC, need time for them to adjust their attitude towards us. take ur time okay. =) and the game(soccer) is messed up, coz NP took the field earlier then us. its alright lar, the field whoever first come get to use first. we will try to be faster next time. then debrief. thats all.

and tmr is sports night. none of my business anyway. im not involve in the races. just gonna be cheering for my house, thats all. =) then saturday is the NCC leadership camp, i think its gonna be interviews plus some seniors coming back and talk to us. not too sure about it too. anyway, 2D1N. and staff says its gonna be slack. hopefully. haha~ and post results will release on sunday. aiya, excited and anxious leh!

ok, and yesterday was the physics test. man, i deeply screwed up. i hope its really 20%. if not, im dead. argh. chinese compo test + geography test next week. and 28 days to mid-year-exams. =/

ytd was quite a fun day. nothing much to comment, coz xavier told me not to. ok, fine. since quite a lot of ppl are present, so nothing much to share.

today is a saturday. its a BIG DAY FOR NCC LAND 2008 POSTING RESULTS + TAIWAN PRESIDENTIAL VOTE. haha. ya, i received the sms liao. but i dont really understand the content. the udi not announced and there are 4 PTI. hmm, lets see during the probabtion. gonna be fun.

today is a saturday, gonna chiong all my homework done. coz tmr going out for some reasons with my family. man, tmr whole afternoon gone. argh~ and i haven buy my pencil case and my earphone. my earphone spoiled liao, one side cannot hear.

k thats all.

well, lack of post recently. im so sorry. because school just reopened and all the homeworks are pilling on my desk like bukit timah hill. until today, my holiday homework haven clear. but i will finish them by this long weekend, since I AM A MODEL STUDENT.

and NCCAIR people know their post liao. well, congratez to everyone. shocked to know that they know their post so early lar. anyway, NCCLAND post will be release this weekend. but i think i most likely get attach spec liao. im losing hope for my UDI dream. hai~ hai~ hai~ anyway, i really hope i can get the desire post. =/

and today training was fun. although we said its not a changing parade, but we all know it IS a changing parade. HAHA. ya, we changed a lot of times, but but but, ITS FUN. team bonding too. haha~ then we talked a lot of crap with Sgt Alastair and Staff WX. nice talk, its relaxing =)

anyway, i love my CCA a lot. and its so fast that our batch is taking over the whole company. like less than 1month. time really flies. one thing i have to say, if i dont get my desired post, i will STILL DEDICATE MY TIME TO TRAININGS. that’s of coz. thats the SPIRIT of the chia’s. =)

AM I DESTINED FOR THAT POST?


I LOVE NCC MORE AND MORE. =)
PS: DONT JEALOUS HOR!

I AM BACK FROM THE 4D3N NCC SPECIALIST COURSE! AND IM PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE FULFILLED MY AIM AS I’VE GOTTEN AN AWARD! DAMN HAPPY MAN. REALLY LOR! its damn damn damn happy and its really something to be proud of. BEST CADET FOR GSK (GENERAL SPECIALIST KNOWLEDGE) TEST. zai bo? i zai right? wahaha, thanks for ur standing ovation now. i love u guys. and i hope i have done CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL proud.

the SPEC COURSE basically, i think its slack. really, other than the tests and test revisions, other time we are slacking in bunk. however, we make friends in bunk of coz. the tests are quite strict lar. especially train fire test. and the GSK test, i agree i mug the course like bloody hell. LOL. anyway, i dunno why, the number of 2nd SGT reduced this year. i think less than 10 of CHS got 2nd SGT. which is extremely sad case. i got 2nd SGT. wahaha!

man, i now really damn high and happy. can anyone share my joy? i really hope u can share the joy with me. and its 4d3n without handphone and communication. i dunno the outside world at all. lol, at first i still tot mas selamat kena caught liao. LOL.

i dunno why lar, that someone haven congratez me yet. u should know who u are lar, Ms. J

i just deleted a whole chunk of words. because i suddenly think that i will 70% get sued if i posted it. my future is still quite bright, so i dont want to risk my life for getting jailed. just kidding.

anyway, i pledge to make $500,000 by 30 years old, so as to provide the best living conditions for my parents, my wife and myself. and in order to make my dream come true, i need to MUG/STUDY HARD more and more for my examinations. that’s the first thing i must clear in order to reach the first step of my dream. i hope my parents can retire and live a comfortable life at around 50 years old. which is around 10 more years from now. many things happened to me recently, not bad things. but its things that make me ponder a lot. Seriously, in order for me to make my dream realistic, i must do well academically as a student. that sums up everything. KNOWLEDGE IS POWER, remember that. im not saying that my studies are sucky okay, but i think i didnt do my utmost yet. at least by increasing the As to 5 or 6. anyway my L1R5 is quite unsatisfactory for me. 11 points cant get me into NationalJC.

and Specialize Course is 3 days from now. for me, im 70% uncomfortable about it and 30% excited. why uncomfortable? because i think i have yet to build up a proper mindset and confidence. im totally not mentally prepared. i really hope things will go on smoothly. IN ADDITION, IM GONNA AIM FOR OOC. THE OVERALL OUTSTANDING CADET IN THIS PRESTIGIOUS COURSE. bring glory and fame for the unit. YES I MEAN IT. 30% excited because of the curiosity and anticipation to meet all the best of the best from all over SG. we are all going to work up and fight for the AWARD together. isnt that exciting? the more i think of it, the more my motivating adrenaline overwhelms. lets look forward to this 4d 3n course with enthusiasm and anticipations. that sums up everything. GLORY AND FAME, remember that.

anyway, i sure miss a lot of things when im away from home. cannot bring handphones too. totally cut off from the outside world for 4 days. hope i can tahan..

today is a wednesday. same as last post, nothing much happened these few days. except the tension of SPEC COURSE is becoming more and more tight. everyone is talking about SPEC course now and then, and even some stupid man go and count down. ya, we got 5 more days. physically i may be able to make it, but mentally, i haven prepare myself yet. 4 days 3 night from home, i gonna miss my dad, my mom, my wife =), my computer, my bed and whichever. HOWEVER, i am damn excited and looking forward to meeting all the ZAI cadets from all over SG. woo~ woo~ woo~

nowadays always rain leh. maybe its WINTER time for SG. at night when i sleep that time, its FREEZING man. but i had a very very nice and deep sleep. =)

and hor, can u people reply SMS? if not hor, i will think that my handphone is spoiled as it cannot RECEIVE/SEND msg.. so, please reply. i admit i dao-ed people msg sometimes.

SATURDAY
supposed to meet jessica for movie ‘The Eye’. however, due to some unforeseen circumstances by her, she cancelled it off. because she got some CCA thingy. good thing for me too, coz i hate horror movies and i dont have enough money to buy the tickets. (im a gentleman, thus i was planning to treat her) so at night eat dinner with my family. nothing much. we are not BGR/steadying, we are husband and wife. LOLOL haha.

Sunday
went to yucheng’s house to film the video project. good thing, we completed all the scenes. IM SUCH AN EXPERIENCE DIRECTOR. we did everything in 3hours and went for basketball. 2 threepointers. hai, im so zai. hahahaha. and jackson play damn hiong lor, siao man. we also not playing NBA. hai~ ya, so my grp can submit the video project on time. and the video is so nice. sure get high marks one~ GO GO GO!

and someone imposted me on my tagboard. however, he helped me to confess my love. thanks ar. -.-

yesterday was a day which ONLY HAPPENS ONCE EVERY 4 YEARS. and yesterday TRAINING WAS SLACK. so i deduced that A SLACK TRAINING ONLY OCCURS ONCE EVERY 4 YEARS. hahaha~

yesterday training Sergent Major talked to us. i dunno why, the atmosphere was quite emotional. i nearly cried. just kidding. he was saying stuffs like his NCC experiences and all that.. taught us how to be a better leader too. of coz, i think thru his words the whole night. really meaningful talk by him and the sergents. he told us wads the difference between CSM and a normal cadet. the difference is NOTHING.

and Sir Ng told us that SPEC COURSE IS COMING. 9 DAYS FROM NOW. 超级兴奋的okay! and we all are attending PHASE 1, which ALL THE TOP AND SUPERIOR CADETS FROM SINGAPORE WILL ATTEND WITH US. i am so EXCITED and ANXIOUS. all the best ladies and gentleman will MEET 9days from now. and i gonna fight for OOC/POC with them. YAHOOOOO! really damn excited, must train myself up this few days. at least capable of 10chin ups and 100pumps. SPEC COURSE, HERE I AM~

if a limped can escape, what can Xavier do? HINT: SINKING OF SG